I am afraid, I will be afraid… sometimes even terrified. I will be afraid to admit i am afraid. At other times i will think that i am the only one who is afraid in the room. But more often than not i will learn and i am learning that fear is a drive that has to be there at times… You can avoid it but fear always finds its way unless you conquer it. Unless you risk losing everything in one spin… For if you do not, you can never live a full life . So no am not afraid of being afraid because only then can i become the hero of my story. You can not know joy if you havent known sadness.